Friday, September 29, 2006
hello...today i had my GP and mother tongue mid-course exam..it was okae.. its not bad and its also nt good. so no comments on that..well..my only hope is that i will pass my mid-course so that i can get promoted.. aniway..do u all still rmbr abt my teddy..i di say that that im going to have hockey elective with him rite last wed..well yes i did.. haha! at first i thought my teddy will board the second shift bus..after knowing there is no second shift bus i was actually disappointed at first as i thought that teddy wun be cuming for the hockey elective thingy..BUT! he did come and board the first bus with me..yippee! i was shocked and of course felt extremely delighted to c him...haha! at the delta sports complex, i was able to c my teddy in action..he was running up and down the hockey field..he was so active eventhough we were fasting..tough huh my teddy.. i like tough teddy..hehe! :) so after all that..we board the bus back to sch.. at first i also thought that he wun board the bus but actually he did..haha! he was sitting quite in front...so teddy and his frens went about to play sum games to entertain themselves.. me and kat joined the conversation sumtymes...GUZ WHAT! me and teddy get to talk indirectly..well..i managed to solve the riddle and he said "correct" to me...hehe! yippee! well...actually thats all..now im sad..i wun be able to get that close to teddy animore..no matter what i will just have to keep it a low profile thingy.. teddy wun ever notice me...haiz..... well...im just a normal being to him...i cnt hope too much as it will only hurt me deeper...till then i will only look at teddy frm far..gdluck teddy for ur mid-course.. hope u get promoted to j2...and to all my frens...gdluck yar..bye2 teddy...hope what i wish will cum true one day...
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7:06 AM;
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
hello....haha.. tis week frm mon till today had been a very happy and lucky day for me.. dun u noe that for every second (okae i lied) i mean for almost everytime i stepped out of class i will see teddy meddy..haha! is this fate? well..stop dreaming lydia..is just sum infatuation.. teddy meddy wun ever talk to me..haiz..:(.. aniways.. it was cute to c him almost every time..for now..all my mly calssmates know hu is my teddy meddy..so is wilson, khalis and...haha vicky! pinkie promise k not to reveal hus my teddy meddy.. okae tmr i will have hockey elective..yippee! hopefully can c my teddy meddy in action..
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5:04 AM;
Friday, September 22, 2006
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6:25 AM;
hello peepz!
how i really hate weekends now...i reallie enjoy going to sch..of cuz i will be able to see my teddy.. now...i tink im gonna miss him alot i guz..haiz.. oso i cant wait for hockey next week..yippee! ermmm...actually im not dat happy in sch just now...duno y.. its just dat sum ppl reallie make me pissed at them..haha! sumtymes i just duno wat this ppl wants...fine! if u want it your way then go to hell k? i dun give a damn animore...coward! im so sorry...but its just making me so damn frustrated with ur damn attitude..this ppl shud deserve a lesson man.. well...i dun give a damn....no point waiting and praying ar...
k enuff said...well..teddy..i hope we can be able to talk soon...haha..cu in hockey lesson..gudbye..
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6:01 AM;
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
TODAY IS MY HAPPY DAY!!!!
OMG! u wun be able to believe it ar...u noe rite i always talk about my teddy meddy...and guz what..my teddy meddy oso take hockey for P.E elective..i oso take hockey..haha! what a coincidence... i was forever looking at my teddy lah as usual..
and guz what? we took the same bus back to school... he sat directly in front of me.. me, kat, khalis and him sat together2 at the back of the bus..thanks to khalis ar...hu ask him to sit behind oso..haha..nemind..i dun mind actually.. guz wat? he smiled at me...OMG! hes so damn cute dat i totally forgot abt the fatigueness i was feeling after hockey.... seriously.. we talk to him..actually i didnt really talk cuz all that had happened really shut me up...haha! but seriously..i cant help but smiling to myself rite now..even kat thinks im crazy ar..wdh? aniway...thankz to kat and khalis dat my teddy smiled at me.. i hope this is just the first step...hopefully got sth more exciting dat might happen between me and teddy..
so...haha! u guys oredi now that my teddy meddy is a guy..haha! sooner or later u will eventually know hus my teddy huh... aniway..i seriously hope i can get to talk to teddy one day...till then...im so happy..gudnite guys and teddy meddy.. :-)
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6:13 AM;
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6:05 AM;
Monday, September 18, 2006
hello peepz...okae.. im gonna talk more about my new "teddy".. well the old one..i put it aside lah...ermm..dowan to talk abt it oredi..
so, here cums my new teddy...well im gona call it my new teddy meddy.. well all i can say dat my cutie teddy is of course very cute to me..hahaha.. my teddy meddy is very sweet to me..the smile on its face is so hot dat i feel like just pinching my teddy meddy's face... just now i saw my teddy meddy bought food and i saw as my teddy meddy walked in front of me..hahaha.. well.. im not dat close to my teddy meddy.. coz i tink teddy meddy is a low profile teddy..well tat is so my type lah.. low-profile, humble, quiet and of cuz must have the
SWEETEST AND CUTEST smile ever.. ermm...nemind teddy meddy..remain dat way as i like u as it is now.. aniway..i just hope i can be able to interact with teddy meddy soon in any circumstances will do...oh please.. i just hope that i dun freak out on the day teddy meddy will talk to me.. keke.. please gimme the chance to talk to my teddy meddy once..okaelah..maybe not talk.. i mean atleast smile to my teddy meddy... hehe
okae lah..enuff wit my teddy meddy...so byez! yuh ok!
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1:50 AM;
Saturday, September 16, 2006
well..since ive said that i will update my blog todae since i had a C.I.P project at Sree Narayana Mission.. it was a very saddening sight looking at the elderly people there.. the fact that some of them were being sent there by their own children..haiz... aniway.. i helped to clean up their bedrooms.. me, kat, ct, leea, nasri, junwei and geng bai did the cleaning up job at level 3..we had to clean up the windows and the beds.. so...aniway we had fun together.. after that..we go perform to the old folks them some songs together.. it was damn cute to c my classmates singing along..haha.. then we oso fed them for their dinner.. i fed this lady who has to eat porridge..it was very sad.. oso..i overheard a conversation between this volunteer and one of the old folks there.. volunteer: so, auntie, where are your children?
the old lady: well..God bless them..
after that the old lady just kept quiet..it was so sad to hear that frm her..haiz..i hope i will be able to take care of my parents the best way i could..
after the thing..we went to northpoint to had our dinner..yummy!
ok..thatz all for today..yuh ok..:-I
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6:11 AM;
Friday, September 15, 2006
In life, chance is the word that every one desires..
Chance is the word that makes everyone happy..
But yet, not everyone gets to enjoy it..
It is easier to accept it but hard to get it..
For it only comes only once or never..
So once you come across it, grab it and don’t lose it..
Consider yourself to be lucky..
As many others have yet to get it and are patiently waiting..
But why, there are some who simply selfish?
Is it that hard for you to give someone a chance?
People out there waiting for it but you still couldnt give it.
I know it is hard to give but it is even harder to those waiting and wanting it..
Therefore, chance is hard to come by, but if you give it to someone it meant a lot to her.
And whenever you have it, don’t lose it..
Treasure it..
Cherish it..
For it comes only once...- hie...above is just my thoughta about some stuffs that im feelling ryt now...aniway.. i had sch just now.. cant help looking at my
teddy.. i duno wat my
teddy is going thru rite now.. i will only hope the best for my
teddy .. r u alrite
teddy? take care k? i will just look at u frm far.. that itself makes me happy oredi.. :-)..haiz....take care k?
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6:22 AM;
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
oh well..now im in sch and i just finished class!! yippee!! hey guys about my last nite post...just forget wat ive said k?? i just wanna be happy for now...i dun wanna tink about all the probs first k?? so...just now i had my elective P.E..well i played the hockey..hehehe..not bad ar lydia.. so..hockey is fun afterall.. i like hockey now compared to volleyball that i played the last term.. so, me and kat as usual..play hockey like one gundu..i mean two gundus..hahaha...
oso..in sch..me, siti, sufi, kat and sumtymes leea will play this game we created ourselves.. "The BELL game"..hehehe.. it goes like this.. wen the bell rings, we have to shout any phrase or anybody's name...like "AHHHH!!!".. so huever shouted first gets the credit..hahaha.. well its seriously fun.. try to imagine if ure in the middle of a seriously BORING class..and u play this game..u will wake up anione that is sleeping and creates excitement to the atmosphere ure in.. me and my frens shouted in the middle of lessons and the teachers will just get shocked from it and eventually laugh..esp duirng GP lesson where ms tan will nag2 naag2... we just disrupt her..hahaha..sorry teacher..but hu cres..itz seriously fun..
ok this saturday, i have CIP thingy at Sree Narayana Mission.. msut help them with their work..so i will keep u guys updated about the latest news! hehe...so byez everyone!
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11:19 PM;
ermmm...since i got nothing to do now i might as well update my blog.. well, im just freaking bored with school.. its so rushing dat i just cant be bothered with aniting..aniways, enuff of sch yar..
so..i miss my band practice..i mean my alumni band pract..i just miss playing my double bass.. i really look forward to band practises and wiil enjoy it alot..eventho the size of the band might not be appealing but its very fun to play music wif frens..well..i just miss them so much now.. i didnt gt to go for the band bbq..i bet it was fun..haiz..shud have go.. im just feeling listless nowadays..duno y..probably because of sch and problems at hm.. well, ppl just cant help thinking that im always happy in sch wen im not.. im just a very cheerful person hu wun go ard feeling moody.. i will just keep quiet.. well,, now im the real lydia u will noe..
i duno y but i just feel so sad...well...i just nid to cheer up myself..if only i can eat the "soma pills"..i will eat 10 of it...well hu cres if i gt addicted..as long as u cn get happiness..haiz..i cn only say "if only"..all the things that i want will not be achieved..the happiness, ppl understanding me...etc...well i cn get all that..watever k?? my main concern is my promos..prepare for hell yar..so..gdnyt teddy.. gd nyt everyone!
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7:24 AM;
Monday, September 11, 2006
Today was such an irritating and frustrating day...well even tho sch started...its just sooooo hectic ar... i cant help it ar.. im being piled up wif tons and tons of work to do for school.. project work really getting on my nerves! wen will the torture ends man? also. school work is so much lah....argh! i luv gooing to school but i really dun like the amount of work they ask us to do... well shit to all the people!!! i cant help it...but have to accept all tis.. i wan to get over and done wif.. my promos is in about two weeks time! damn! shit! i just hope i will be able to pull it thru.. i dowan to retain..well, i have to work harder esp for literature.. oh gosh! promos will be the scrariest event man..other than SYF and band comp.. this is worst than o-levels.. im just scared that i will freaking retain......hopefully not.. i do hope my frens get promoted as well... pray together2 k? esp that sumone...i hope we both can get promoted and see each other as jc2 next year..work hard k dear? oppsss!!! cnt help it...itz my blog...i shud write wat im feeling ryt? si take care everyone....nite! yuh ok!(hahaha no more tata from me!)
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8:24 AM;
Saturday, September 09, 2006
hiya ppl..well, its as usual a boring dae today.. planned to go out actually but all my frens tired after the camp.. i guz its a very fun camp.. haiz.. i miss it though.. aniways..i gt to study econs todae.. ermm.. so wat else shud i write??? yuh ok!
Story of my life Searching for the right...
But it keeps avoiding me..
Sorrow in my soul...
Cause it seems that wrong..
Really loves my company..
He's more than a man..
And this is more than love..
The reason that the sky is blue..
But clouds are rolling in...
Because I'm gone again..
And to him I just can't be true..
well heres part of a song...im just bored so i did find this lyric.. i lurve tis song..
i miss teddy!hehehe!
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7:01 AM;
Thursday, September 07, 2006
i hate it when i have to feel this way...well..must i always live in fear of having to ask u first? its irritating and frustrating..cmon..ive grown up.. wat more do u want?? i hve to sacrifice alot of stuffs juz to follow ur needs... WAT MORE DO YOU WANT!!!!! y cant u be like the rest..i envy the rest hu has evrything... sumtymes i just cnt help it but to say tis...well..i freaking hate it wen u treat me tis way? hope u will just realise it??? argh!
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6:50 AM;
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
hiya! wat a great day today... well, i had skool in the morn.. watever stoopid mly talk which i dun even undastan a single word the lecturer talking lah.. aniways, i went out after my sch.. went to my fren's cousin's house at swang.. and guz wat? GUZ WAT? i ALREADY WATCH THE HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL.. omg! its such a nice story..no wonder my frens keep on pestering me to watch that damn thing and true enough its DAMN cute lah.. i luv zac efron seh.. he so damn cute.. well hes 19 aniway..hehehe! dream on lydia! haiz...it makes me wondering now whether such guy really exist in tis world, in spore.. haiz.. hes so nice la.. if only i cn meet sumone lyk him or even better.. till then, i will stick to my beloved TEDDY! hahaha! i miss u so much teddy.. haiz...i just hope ppl will soon realise their mistake...nt mistake actually..just dat i miss it so much and yet u cudnt even bothered abt it.. how cn u forget the times we spent even within a month? the sweet memories... all i wan is for u to treat me, maybe nt as special as before but probably as a gd fren... u dun even talk to me nw...its saddening and i duno if u can ever realise it.. haiz... c wat high school musical cn do for u..nw i become so emo lah...haiz... aniways, i really hope u realise it.....kkkkkk.....cheer up gal! kla....tata!(shut up jannah...i noe u must be laughing at my tata!)hahaha!
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6:15 AM;
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
hello ppl...ive created a new blog( as in a real blog)...so jannah, pls delete away my stoopid and dumb mly blog aite?hahaha! well...since im like so free i guz i shud write a blog abt myself too.. well..todae is such a boring a day for me..well its only 3pm.. im stuck at hm and planning to slp later..hehe.. nothing to do wat..so cant blame me.. no skool todae and its actually the sept hols oredi.. ermm..so well..im still lydia..the same old lydia.. ive nt changed abit only my bitchilization(hopefully i spelled it correctly, sorry gerls) mates said that i changed..well i guz thay noe me better.. well i met up wif them recently.. and true enuff most of them change too.. lynnie(sori i have to call u dat), nana, faz, azi, lia and mai...nt forgetting ct too...and den.. hehehe! had fun playing bowling wif them.. oh gosh! i din noe that my bowling skills improve tau...haha!
aniways im finishing off soon...so gdluck yar and keep a look out for LEEDEEYAR...
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12:18 AM;
