Sunday, December 31, 2006
today is hari raya haji and oso the new years eve.. i just came back from my grandma's house in bedok.. well..today is oso her bdae.. so it was like a three-in-one celebration.. her bdae, hari raya haji and oso new years day.. we had a small so-called party at her house.. the chocolate cake that my aunt bought was damn nice.. and the food that my grandma cooked was super wonderful.. i tink rite.. i shud really start dieting.. ive been eating non-stop (klah..its abit too exaggerated).. i havent been watching my weight i tink.. and sch gonna start any minute man.. damn!!! but i hope its not dat bad..hehe!!ytd i didnt go for my alumni band pract..and they actually had an election for the new coordinator.. i wasnt there so i didnt wat really happen..honestly..i miss teddy meddy.. i noe for this past few days..or isit weeks? okae watever.. ive been trying not to mantion aniting about teddymeddy in my blog.. i thought i want to maybe put teddy meddy for aside.. but.. it doesnt mean that i have forgotten about him.. i still lap my teddy meddy alot okae? haha! u noe got this post that i wrote in one of the previous posts about me getting upset about teddy meddy.. a news that i found out about him that made me sad..you remember? if no, then just go read back my posts..haha! oh well.. i tink i shudnt jump to conclusion very quickly.. cause.. i just realised that news was not dat true actually.. but aniways... im looking forward having teddy meddy as my close fren first.. :)HAPPY NEW YEAR.. AND WELCOME 2007...
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4:42 AM;
Monday, December 25, 2006
okae..since its the eve of christmas i will like to wish all my friends..MERRY CHRISTMAS
HAHA..hello mr santa.. i hope you can drop by my house to give me a few pressie okae.. aniting will do..haha!
so in about one week's time, school gonaa start.. so going to enjoy it.. i want to go back to sch.. hehe.. i miss my beloved friends and classmates.. lap them all!!!
okae..i duno what else to write and update.. so peace out ppl..
you are a priority..dun make me ur option instead
5:25 AM;
Friday, December 22, 2006
okae..for the past four days ive been busy with my JC band fest thingy which was held at the NIE there.. okae.. i will give u a few updates on what interesting things that happened along this wonderful journey..okae not so wonderful..haha..DAY 1i had to assemble at the NIE there at 9am..with my huge instrument of course.. but then i was damn..i really mean damn late..i reached that place at about 9.45am where all the other band members assembled.. so luckily my band known as RAVEL, got viknesh inside.. so i wun be that lonely afterall.. the first activity was the ice-breaking games.. omg! it was damn boring lah the games.. but then i made new friends.. frm ACJC, CJC, TPJC and more.. and guz what? i even saw some of my ex-band mates.. sylvester, caiting, cheng kok and qianru.. cheng kok was in the same band as me.. after that we had our lunch at the NIE canteen.. okaelah..the food there quite nice i can say..and cheap too.. then we had our sectional.. i joined the brass ensemble with the tuba players.. my band played 4 pieces namely the "Viking March", "Lwynn On", "Charming Asia" and "Portraits".. damn! the pieces were damn hard.. try to imagine playing running notes on the double bass.. u will shit like what seh! im not supposed to be in this band initially but they transfered me cause the double bass player didnt attend this fest.. the hardest piece was the viking march.. it was so fast and i had running notes to play lah.. but i did try my best to play.. so proud of myself..Day2 and 3on these 2 days were mostly practice, practice and more practice...okae bye!Day4 - the concert daythis was the bestest day during the whole band fest.. i went to have lunch with the RAVEL ppl.. there were very friendly lah.. then got this eupho guy, name khai..he likes to disturb me seh..haha!!! but its okae...i can take jokes.. then we headed to the esplanade concourse to assemble then get our esplanade passes.. u noe what? they have to scan our pass before we can enter the hall seh.. and we have to oso scan it again when we go back home.. just in case they think that we are still inside the hall.. so damn strict seh.. but i like it.. very professional.. so we then headed to our dressing rooms.. u wun wanna walk at the esplanade hall..i mean the inside..alone.. confirm get lost.. the place is so big and theres so many paths to follow.. very complicating.. then we went to watch the first 2 bands; BIZET AND DEBUSSY.. we were the third band to perform.. the last band was SAINT- SAENS... the bands were named after old famous composers...cool huh? RAVEL was the youngest among the four..and we also played the hardest pieces.. when we did ous sound check, i tink alot of them were nervous.. we made quite a number of mistakes.. and ya.. before i forgot.. my conductors were Dr Alan Lourens and Mr Joseph Cheung.. i noe Dr Alan thru the competitons that we joined and the master classes.. and he pointed the number one rule in music "dun kill you mates".. i tink the opwo ppl will noe what it means..haha! okae..back to the topic.. the hall is very dry..as in little mistakes the audiences will be able to hear.. and in that hall i can even hear myself lah.. so scary.. but then when u stand on the stage..u feel damn proud.. it was a feeling that i really want to experience... then we had about an hour to prepare.. we played poker cards inside the room.. then when out turn..we played as normal as what we practised..and it sounded nice.. especially the charming asia song..i received sweets and chocs frm the band ppl there.. i felt quite bad that i didnt get anythin for them.. but the experience playing with them was an unforgettable one.. RAVEL ROCKS!!!okae..thats all for the JC band fest thingy.. now..for my own personal thoughts... im sad actually.. haiz.. now i can really see the real teddy meddy oredi.. and teddy confesses everything even without saying..haiz.. im so sad... maybe its just not my luck...haiz....
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2:11 PM;
Sunday, December 17, 2006
okae..haha! my beloved opwo juniors have reached singapore safe and sound.. lap2 them.. okae.. i met farhana, yaser, jannah, faris, sebast and hafiz at the airport to pick the opwo members.. i reached there ard 12pm..their flight supposed to land at 2pm but it delayed till 2.50pm.. so we went to the viewing mall to play the usual game..the poker cards of course.. they as usual insulted the pppl that walked past that place..haha! got once right..there was a mly guy which looks like "alias kadir", a malay comedian..then faris non-stop seh laughed and eventually everybody laughed at the joke too..haha! it was damn funny.. then after sick and tired of playing cards, we went to go for a walk ard the airport.. so as to kill time..then 2.50pm oredi..so we waited for the band members near thei luggage belt there... we were so excited when we saw them.. farhana was forver shouting at my ears..haha.. for a moment, there was a hugging session..awww....dat was so sweeeettttttttt!!!!!!!!!! after 5 days didnt see them, of course it wasa relief for us.... lap them all!after that we headed back to sch with the bus.. it was nice seeing them back safe and sound.. i lap them..okae..tmr my band camp starts..im not looking forward to it at all actually.. so leceh lah.. haiz..but wat to do rite? so im sure i will be busy for the whole of next week.. so will update if i can find time okae... bye2!!!to unknown in my tag board: u go and search for the song at www.multiply.comu will then create an account and then searh for it..
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12:21 AM;
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
haha...yar its killing me rite now..the school holidays are so damn boring for me.. haiz.. probably because, for the past two years, this school holiday has been a great experience for me.. i went overseas for two consecutive years..but only this year im stuck in singapore..haha!! the opwo ppl are now in hong kong seh..enjoying themselves to the max.. haiz.. im so jealous.. i really wanna go overseas again with my beloved band members.. i still remember the great times we had during our trips to KL and Genting.. we played many wonderful pranks and took on the thrilling rides together.. i still remember the tower that we took in Genting.. oh boy! that was damn scary..but atleast it was worth the try.. but all there can only remain as a memory.. haiz.. how i wish i can just be 16 for the rest of life and travel with my band ppl every year.. when are we going overseas again???!!!! but aniways, i just wish for the best in their safety.. must remember to but for me sourvenier okae..haha!!
okae..im so dead bored.. i played checkers with my family again.. we played a new game that my mum thought of..haha! it was worth killing the time actually..
nxt week will be a hectic week for me.. i will be having my band practices and my concert.. i cant wait for sch actually..hehe!! okae lah ppl.. bye2!
btw,nice anot my blog? i thought i wanna give ot a new look...hehe! i personally think its cute.. haha! i bet the person hu created this skin is damn brilliant..haha! okae.
bye2...
you are a priority..dun make me ur option instead
2:31 PM;
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
okay..now is like so early in the morning but i am still not sleeping.. ytd was my 17th bdae.. okay..quite a number of ppl that wished me..thank you all..
jannah
kat
leea
annette
hafiz
siti farhanum
sufina
siti nur rumaishah
fahtin
charlene
liyana rahmat
firdaus - innova
firdaus
vicky
farhana
thank you all..really appreciate it.. last but not least.. teddy meddy oso wished me..yippee!! haha! eventho its kinda late but im happy enuff that he wished me.. so he actually remembers it..haha! had a chat with him just now..thx ar! thx for saying that in life we have to be patient.. oh well..i am being patient..since u said so..haha! aniway..i wan to go out but i just cant find the right time...haiz.. maybe we wait for next year okay kat..
bye evryone..im getting sleepy oredi..
you are a priority..dun make me ur option instead
1:39 AM;
Monday, December 11, 2006
okae..now its exactly 1:50am in the morning..and guz wat? today is my BDAE..hehe.. i cut the cake that my family bought ytd..which is like few hours ago.. we celebrated in advance cause everyone will be busy with work today since it is monday.. okae.. i ate roti john, epok2, kueh teow goreng and the chocolate cake...now im so full that i cant sleep.. the cake is nice..thanks sis..love you!! then played checkers as a family..fun..okae..at 12am, i made my wishes...hopefully it will cum true..one day.. so, today, i duno wat to do.. haiz.. so boring lah.. im not yet happy cause im just waiting for that teddy to wish me.. oh well, we talked just now..haha! kinda happy for a few minutes..but then only for a few minutes only..haiz.. i want him lah..okae..i cant be selfish.. the first person that wished me was my beloved jannah.. love you baby!!! thx! next was kat!!! laplap.. i seriously wanna go jogging at the stadium lah..but siti got camp..then got no one to jog with.. i really wanna prepare myself before sch starts so that i wun have muscle cramps..haha!! its been months since i ran a proper run..haha!! confirm teruk oredi..aniway, my OPWO is going Hong Kong this tues.. have a safe journey okae darlings.. and to hussaini, please dun get sick.. cause there wun be farhana to take care of you like the Genting and KL trip.. everyone please take care of urself k? okae..yuhok! bye2!
you are a priority..dun make me ur option instead
1:51 AM;
Thursday, December 07, 2006
there wun be any teddy meddy oredi...:(.. i just found sth about him that i tink i wun have the right to have him as my teddy oredi.. its just so sad that i cant describe it.. ive oredi expecting the worse that could cum actually.. but i tink its just unavoidable to have this feeling.. seriously, im totally sad..cant blame him actually.. maybe its just not my chance.. i tot we could be close frens first but i tink it wun be a gd idea either now.. haiz... maybe its not me...i duno...
"there wun be any teddy meddy for me...:("
you are a priority..dun make me ur option instead
4:15 AM;
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
today's post is a HUGE one..haha...just wanna try out..okae...since my bdae is cuming soon.. might as well create a bdae wishlist of the things that i want to happen...if possible...hehe!!! mcm tak tahu malu gitu...alah org nye pasal lah.. kiter nye bdae seh..hehe... okae..MY BIRTHDAY WISH LIST
1) i want a proper internet connection...{oh well, my connection now just sucks.. so i want a better one...JC2 year going to be hectic..so better be prepared earlier...sumore..tablet pc here i cum..hehe}
2) i want a watch, shoe, bag, jacket...{sch is opening soon..hehe..must look good mah..hehe}
3) a new hp if possible
4) sumone just help me pay my hp bill before my mom nags at me..{bro or sis, haha...u shud noe wat to do...alah...got bonus can spare for me sum rite?hehe-this is like a big hint lah}
5) i want my favourite chocolate...haha.. {check my profile list to see what is it}
6) lastly. if can, :-)...i want to go out with teddy meddy...any day before sch re-opens..celebrate my bdae or stg or just going out for fun {this will be the nicest present if it really is true}
oh well...my bdae wish not dat bad rite ppl? its not as if im asking sumthing unrealistic..hehe..if u put ur heart and soul into it of course it will cum true..haha!!! tk malu!!! hehe...so will update soon..
"teddy, should i continue?? only u got the answer to it..."
you are a priority..dun make me ur option instead
9:53 PM;
Monday, December 04, 2006
oh well...im just sad.. actually im sad since ytd.. haiz.. i dunoe lah.. im just exhausted.. like how the song goes, "its hard holding you, loving you, losing you...its sad to be true.." i dunoe lah.. its so hard to hold you and get hold of you...and its so hard to also love you cause of the heartbreaks that i have to face.. and its even harder to lose you...cause i really want you to be there.. all there are so hard for me..and im just too exhausted.. :(.. but if i were to be true to my feelings and continue on, it will just make me more sad... i tried ways to make you notice but u dun care shit about it.. i really wanna let it go if this just leads me to nowhere.. BUT... i CANT.. its just so deep that whenever i tried to "hate" you, i "love" you even more...
whatever it is, im not regretting myself of having this feeling towards you...i really enjoy this feeling of liking you..its just dat i just want you to realise it one day.. unrequitted love just sucks!!
okae..my hp cannot use oredi.. haha! im going to change my number soon k? so dun msg or call my hp oredi... if theres anything, call my hse number...67593295....okae?
yuhok! bye!
you are a priority..dun make me ur option instead
9:06 PM;
