The Girl
-lydia a.k.a lyd
-11th dec 1989
-innova jc kid
-ex-opwo
-op alumni winds and ijcsb
-low-profile
-reserved
-happy-go-lucky
-cheerful
-easy going
-loves to day-dream
-loves choc "ritter sport cornflakes"
-loves cheese
-loves my double bass
-loves apples
-loves orange colour first and pink colour second
-loves teddy
-loves being me


Wishlist
MY HAPPINESS!
-of course to be happy
-gd health
-great life
-great friends
-good results
-my parents to get well soon and be better
-teddy meddy be mine


Wants
THINGS THAT I WAN TO DO OR TO HAPPEN!
-for sum ppl to realise and change for the better
-for a person to realise how true i am to u
-teddy meddy talking to me..when will it happen?haiz
-teddy meddy going out with me..
-get promoted..
-teddy meddy, him and my classmates to be promoted..
-go university in the year 2008
-be somebody in the future
-perform at esplanade
-perform again with my OPWO mates
-going out with teddy again...hehe
-teddy treating me special (aiyo..when will it be??)

THINGS THAT I WANT.....
1) dress
2) slippers at Charles & Keith
3) jeans
4) jacket...any brand will do..as long as its nice..red or orange
5) cute bag for sch
6) more tops..
7) shades
8) adidas watch
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MY FRENS
MY band mates...
melvin
annette
charlene
azlan
yongtah
hafiz
yaser
sebastian
nisa

My Bitchilization gerls..
jannah
lynn
nana
azi
siti nur rumaishah

My INNOVA frens..
vicky
siti farhanum
jacinda
iris
sufina
leea aka kakak lay-ah
usha

My frens..
nurul huda
richard
faezah
hafiz-kat
atin



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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

as i gazed outside the classroom window, i felt so upset.. i duno why im feeling this way..


honestly,
- i miss the times that i talked to you
- i miss the times that we stared at each other's face
- i miss the times that we went home together
- i miss the bus rides
- i miss the train rides
- i miss the time that we walked together
- i miss the times that you smiled at me like theres no other Goddess in the world
- i miss the times that we talked on the phone like theres no tmr
- i miss the times that we shared and spent together

simple to say, i miss being with you..

im so sorry teddy.. im really sorry..

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but as i took the bus back home today alone, i thought to myself...

actually its not him dat i miss..its just dat i miss having dat special someone.. that someone that will fill my life with colours..

i miss the hugs
i miss the kisses
i miss the holding of hands
i miss the walks
i miss the laughter
i miss the late night phone calls
i miss the waits
i miss the smile
i miss the playful pranks that we do to each other
i miss the concern that you can give
i miss the tender care
i miss the time that you take care of me like im your precious being

i just miss having that special someone that can take care and love me the way i do...
talking abt the special someone.. i thought abt TEDDY.. oh well.. as i sat inside the bus alone, i watched the scene outside the bus and was thinking abt TEDDY.. and the feeling of having TEDDY around make me forget abt the misses that i have for you..and the thought abt TEDDY just makes me more stronger and realised the fact that i shouldnt hold on to my past.. and better let it go..

TEDDY,

you cheer me up when im down
you make me smile
you make me laugh
you make me love you more
i love you teddy...!

you are a priority..dun make me ur option instead
5:34 AM;

Saturday, April 21, 2007




i duno y but i just love these pics. taken a period before PE. infront of the canteen. so mangkuk that i think evryone shud try it too. haha


hello world. my school will be the most hectic place ever. with so much programmes for me. STAR, ReAP, lit remedial, geog remedial.. im going to have my own econs and maths remedial at home.. omg! this is so happening.. haha! but its ok.. i rather suffer now than suffer in my later years though. ok. enough about sch and studies. lets talk abt real stuffs now. ahaha!


a penny for my thought anione? alrite. lets start with frens. haha.. theres a lot of politics among my classmates. till it became so bad that our civic tutor had to come in and settle it together. changed of seating plan for my class and i totally love my new seating plan. haha.. aniway more rules are being implemented for my class so as to ensure that everybody is happy. :)


lets now talk abt teddy. i have alot of stuffs to talk abt teddy but i shud just keep it to myself. cause.. its ok.. i have my reasons for doing so. as long as im happy and everybody is, then i shud just mind him for myself. since im the one that has feelings for him, well i shud just watch and love him for all i care without anione. cause i think striving on my own is still the best. :) i would love to thank amin for his support though. really appreciate it, fren. :). and to the rest out there, thanks.. but come to think of it, i rather strive on my own. actually ive been the one handling my own affairs. i mean seriously. if i ever to get teddy, its all because of me and the faith that i have in myself. now is the phase where im the one initiating it myself. and im happy that i can find the courage to do so with the help of frens too. i wun forget frens that have helped me so far.


trust me. watever happens, be it bad or good, it can never make me change my mind and regret my decision. cause deep inside i know that i love teddy. i cant force love to come but i cant force love to not come either. as quoted by amin and hafiz: "go lydia! and dun give up!"


my sincere thoughts. :)


























you are a priority..dun make me ur option instead
9:41 PM;

Monday, April 09, 2007

hello!
let me update abt AR's bdae party on friday. it was initially planned to celebrate it at marina bay.. but then due to the amount of food that we need to prepare and bring for AR, we decided to celebrate it at changi beach instead. it was still nice though..


me and siti met up at abt 10:15am to go to kat's house to helpher prepare the food that we decided to make for AR. so this was the menu for the day. cream pasta, doughnut with nutella topping, brownie, chocolate cake with cheese icing, cookies and pizza. im the miss doughnut, siti is miss chocolate cake and kat is miss pasta.. haha! hafiz was just the food tester.. luckily my doughnut was nice..hehe!:)


so when we reached the beach, we just waited for AR and a few other frens to arrive before the whole party proceeded. then we played alot of games.. TO HAFIZ: i won okae! stopy denying it. i won the poking the cheek game.. nyaha! after so much eating, seriously we had a lot of food lah, we walked along the beach.. it was already night then.. so it was kinda dark. then we sat by the beach.. me, siti and hafiz.. then we left the place at about 9pm.. took a bus back to tamp.. guess wat?? i got this ulat that stucked at my jeans ah.. at first i thought it was a stick but then..eiwwwww!! i was freaked out cause i was about to touch the thing and then it moved.. so disgusting. luckily got hafiz..nyaha!


so we headed back to tamp to take 39 that goes all the way back to yishun.. that was it.. AR's bdae party..it was nice.. i rate it 7.5/10

alrite.. i actually wanna dedicate this post to my dearest ORCHID PARK WIND ORCHESTRA juniors..:)

TO OPWO,
guys this is it.. the last phase.. the title "GOLD WITH HONOUR" will have to renew on the 10th of April.. and i strongly believe u guys can do it.. if we could do it back then, y cant u guys?? show it to all those assholes who think that our band got the title by luck.. well.. too bad..atleast we did get wat we want.. atleast we created history by being the first COP - certificate of participation band to jump to Gold with Honour band within 2 years.. come on ppl! i really believe you guys have the potential to sustain the title.. i have faith and so do the rest of the alumni band members.. we suffered alot and we have to prove to ppl that we are a band that has its magic..

remember those times that we had to face the school, class teachers and even the bitches that do not support us, and i bet till today.. we had to give up our band room to the choir members.. and had to pathetically extended our band room and squeezed all the instruments.. we had to practice in weird environment like the school foyer.. we even had to travel all the way to the 3rd level AVA room cause the music room which is at the 2nd level had to be occupied by either the dance or the choir.. y?? cause they got silver and us..just COP. remember the time that we had to bring mr tan, our patient conductor, back to teach us cause we were so bad that he was on the verge of giving up.. that were so many turmoils and disagreements that arised along the way.. but yet, we persevered... we practiced and had sectional everyday.. the morning practices that we had to attend everyday 6am in the morning.. all those saturday long practices.. yes we did budge and complain but all those practices and sufferings were worthwhile.. and then 2005, where we proved those asses that we are something and not just a trash of the school..
remember the day of our syf.. the day that we believed that we should make it happen.. the day that all of us broke down in tears of joy including me.. the day that we thought that it can never happen too soon.. but it did.. the day that we can see the ultimate strenghts of our band.. well this was the day that all our hard work paid of.. the day that i can never erase from my memory.. the tears and hugs of joy and happiness. i really love to see our band in that state.. and i really want you guys to experience it.. trust me.. its just wonderful.. :).. i can never forget it.. i can never...

to my beloved double bass section, you guys are so much better.. i really believe that you ppl can do it.. me and christopher and also amelia will be behind you all the way.. whatever happens, i really love you ppl and that we are the best..im sad that i cant be there to support you but trust me i will pray hard for the best.. just believe in yourselves.. go candy and siti!!!!!!!
cmon ppl.. just put in ur heart and soul.. this is the last journey.. put in the extra effort.. add the magic to your music and show it to the judges that OPWO can do it.. we can do it!! remember.... ONE BAND, ONE SOUND!!! love you OPWO..

love lyd.. ex OPWO and am still proud that i was once a OPWO member... :)

you are a priority..dun make me ur option instead
5:49 AM;

Monday, April 02, 2007

hello world!

let me update abt wat happened for the last weekend..

saturday
today is the day that we are celebrating hafiz's belated birthday surprise.. actually this was the initial plan.. me and siti supposed to ask hafiz to come to khatib and train us for running.. at yishun stadium.. then the rest, like kat, AR and all their other frens will be setting up the bbq at bottle tree park which is near the stadium.. we thought we can bring hafiz from the stadium to the bottle tree park to walk2 first then we give him the surprise.. but then..hahahahahahaha!! the plan changed..

so here goes. everybody was kinda late including me.. cause we were supposed to meet hafiz at 5 but then we dragged till 7pm ah.. actually it was because of the weather..if it didnt rain the intial plan will resume.. but then.. its ok actually.. thank God that it stopped soon.. so the rest of us except hafiz and his fren, zhafir met up at khatib at abt 6pm.. then we separated.. siti stayed at khatib and so-called wait for hafiz and then lied to him saying that im late.. so this can so-called buy time for kat to buy her stuffs.. then i brought leea and syamil to the place and they will take care of the stuffs before kat reached and then set up the bbq.. then i quickly went back to the train station to meet hafiz, siti and zhafir.. haha! so we walked to the stadium.. hafiz was like talking abt his new running shoes that he bought and he cant wait to use it for running.. me and siti laughed but we just acted cool.. haha! we reached the stadium.. i thought there was a soccer match but actually it was just training.. we thought initially we lied to hafiz to detour to bottle-tree park instead to jog.. but then we had no choice cause the track can be used.. then me and siti like stress.. really stress!!! at one point of time i said "im stress".. oppss! and hafiz heard ah.. then he was like pestering to tell him wat happened.. but then i just kept quiet.. haha.. so we quickly came up with an idea.. we told hafiz to wait for kat cause she last minute coming to meet us to run oso.. hahah! then we kinda decided to run at bottle tree park instead.. but then hafiz made it difficult for us lah.. he kept on asking us to go and run at the track.. he even changed ah..hahahahahah!! he asked us to do warm up while waiting for kat.. but the thing is WE DIDNT BRING OUR RUNNING SHOES!! so we just ignored him....hahaha! pity him..

then we brougt him to the bottle tree park after so much pestering from me, siti and zhafir.. hahahahaha!!

then he saw them and SURPRISE!! haha.. then the birthday party started from there.. phew!! luckily we didnt give up cause really, I MEAN REALLY.. hafiz was so difficult to convince lah..aiyo!!

then we had bbq and we played fire-works..haha! it was nice.. siti's cupcakes were so nice ah.. should make more especially for my bdae.. nyahaha!!


we also sat down at this mat that kat bought.. it was nice atmosphere.. we played games and talked and talked and talked.. it was nice though..

i rate the bdae surprise: 8/10

so there it went..haha!


SUNDAY
today is the day that i got worse ever PT with siti, FREAKINGLY BOSSY-PUSHY-NEVER GIVE CHANCE HAFIZ and the oh-so-sweet zhaf (hear that hafiz) nyahaha!!

so met up with siti, hafiz, kat and zhaf at tamp interchange at 5pm. but then kat had to left straightaway cause she had to go out with her family.. so we headed to tamp stadium to start our run.. so we got ready and changed.. the first set of exercise was to run one round around the stadium as a warm up.. then after that we ran around tamp.. it was like a distance of 2.4 km.. oh boy!! that run was very tiring with hafiz forever pushing me and kept calling my name "lydia...dont stop"... but zhaf is nice.. he kept on encouraging me and siti to not give up in a very nice way..nyahaha!! after the run, we went back to the stadium to continue with our sprintings..

we had to run 4 x 400m in a timing of less than 3 mins, 3 x 300m in a timing of 2.45mins, 2 x 200m in a timing of 2.35mins and 1 x 100m in a timing of less than 2.25 mins.. it was so tiring lah.. and hafiz really never gave chance.. wahlao!! i went to the toilet oso then he asked me to do jumping-jack. i was so tired that i said i can do the jumping jack after the run.. but then he langsung never give chance and asked me to do on the spot.. huh!! after the whole sprinting, we had to do this funny-leg-exercise.. hahahahahhahahahahahahha! it was very funny especially when we were already tired.. i was like about to fall.. and hafiz kept on saying "lydia...........".. wahlao.. he really sounds like my father seh.. but i still think its not fair.. cause the guys never run..


after the strenuous run, we then headed to hafiz's void deck to chill.. we took a cab there.. then we sat under his void while he went home to take food for us.. me and siti wanted to talk to zhafir but then he was sleeping.. nyaha! then hafiz came down abt 5mins later.. then we ate like bangla.. i mean literary like bangla..im serious!!! hahahahahah! we sat on the cement floor of the void deck and ate our dinner.. hahahahahahhaaha!!! then after the dinner.. we played the eating the tomatoes game... hahahaha.. siti had to eat the tomatoes first and then followed by zhafir..hahaha! he ate it like as if it is in fear factor like that..nyaha! then we started to head back home..

initially hafiz supposed to send us back to the bus stop oso but then his leg hurts so he left half way.. but zhaf stayed with us.. how sweet! he sent me and siti all the way to the bus stop seh.. we then asked him to go back since he sent us to the bus stop oredi.. but then he said "its ok".. he stayed till the bus reached ah.. sweet kan? and the cute part is when he even went to ask the bus driver just to make sure that we took the right bus... :)...

so that it went.. after that i seriously am dead beat after the run.. but overall..i had an enjoyable time spending with siti, hafiz and zhafir.. minus the part where hafiz kept on saying "lydia....."..nyahahahahahahah!

you are a priority..dun make me ur option instead
2:35 AM;